Tuesday, October 17, 2006

POETRY, PRE-SECTIONS

I didn't bother doing any editing, so it's pretty much as it was typed.
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SECTIONS

section 1:
march 29, 1994 to april 14, 1994

section 2:
april 23, 1994 to november 12, 1994

section 3:
december 4, 1994 to october 15, 1995

section 4:
october 27, 1995 to january 30, 1996

section 5:
february 16, 1996 to may 14, 1996

section 6:
january 8, 1997 to may 14, 1997

section 7:
august 7, 1997 to february 19, 1998

section 8:
dates unknown

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TABLE OF CONTENTS

section 1

1. your burial
2. please
3. anger
4. april 14, 1993
5. my hands
6. what I feel
7. who are they?
8. men's room
9. liar
10. the life of a single person
11. the clock
12. secret
13. you&i
14. stupid questions
15. one more moment
16. this or that
17. head weight
18. chain
19. transvestism
20. used
21. ways to die
22. I don't like it
23. kissing
24. difference of opinion
25. night
26. boredom
27. waiting
28. my womb
29. what happened?
30. i adore you
31. never
32. delirium
33. on the floor
34. discovery
35. the mirror
36. the song
37. a dream reality
38. no one
39. my mouth
40. a certain guy
41. sleepless
42. them

section 2

1. anniversary
2. blind date
3. maybe
4. afterhours
5. 11:31 am, friday morning
6. stains
7. childbirth
8. feeling
9. the body
10. floating
11. more
12. physically perfect
13. ideals
14. darling
15. nothing
16. you
17. one question pondered
18. lunchtime activity
19. wish you were here
20. something to tell you
21. hunger
22. funny
23. exchange through a crack
24. coming home
25. that anonymous window
26. senses
27. waking
28. fruitless hunt
29. a bottomless pit
30. tsunami
31. jazz band (on a tuesday morning)
32. suffer

section 3

1. ashamed
2. the lighter
3. cloudburst
4. lately
5. morning
6. I think
7. the call
8. my little place
9. response
10. never found out
11. torture
12. waiting
13. sorry
14. notice me
15. too short
16. tension
17. last night
18. silvery rings
19. what I don't want to turn into
20. around 3am
21. the kiss
22. voice
23 those dainty hands
24. book
25. staring at the finger
26. loser
27. there
28. barely any light
29. the reward
30. voyeur
31. cause and effect
32. sleep
33. library
34. tempted
35. your house
36. blur
37. to my favourite therapist
38. violin
39. doll
40. a conversation
41. I wish I knew
42. two couples
43. drunk
44. today
45. haiku1
46. h.2
47. sign
48. tease
49. cigarettes
50. hard to say
51. moment under the moon
52. fire
53. phase
54. his neck
55. pond
56. farewells
57. clumsy
58. short

section 4

1. closure
2. a vampire assistant and an hippy
3. doppleganger
4. she and he
5. pressure
6. i was once....
7. letter
8. in my mouth
9. sooner
10. every ex-boyfriend of mine
11. cliche
12. caught in the ACT
13. perception
14. the concert
15. jim
16. happy
17. fountain
18. refuse
19. repetition
20. 48 hours
21. confused
22. that person over there
23. contradiction
24. why is that?
25. again?
26. candle
27. "the experience"
28. this time
29. mess
30. none of that
31. second
32. long hair
33. railroad tracks
34. "goodbye"
35. on the couch
36. important
37. toenails
38. normal
39. i bought you a present
40. i shouldn't
41. i'm not
42. rain

section 5

1. Wrong!
2. carried away
3. problem
4. i don't want to see
5. acting pt 1, 11
6. revenge belief
7. body aches
8. disappointed
9. blindness
10. andrew

section 6

1. not enough
2. huh?
3. h.3
4. your mouth
5. h.4
6. h.5
7. h.6
8. nervous
9. by the piano
10. i want a kiss
11. the ex
12. me
13. h.7

section 7

1. bonded
2. h.8
3. what i want
4. h.9
5. h.10
6. can you imagine?
7. the fire
8. h.11
9. our meeting
10. h.12
11. why now?
12. personal ad
13. two advantages
14. Go Fuck Yourself!
15. h.13
16. h.14
17. chemistry
18. my weakness
19. inspiration
20. h.15
21. two friends
22. a wish
23. contrary to popular
24. telepathy
25. curse or not?
26. onstage
27. pillow

section 8

1. A Lesson I Should Have Learned in the Beginning
2. A Fleeting Thought
3. That Night
4. Friday
5. One, Two, Three...
6. Pas Tu
7. please
8. Why I Feel I Should Hate You
9. pit stop
10. first one or the start
11. class assignment
12. flower
13. the kiss
14. a photograph

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I'm a prisoner to your love.

Nothing, but a cage here.

I can't get out, I've tried.

My passion for you is too great.

I've tried to escape, but you always put me back in place.

You've hurt me, tortured me, but your grip remains firm.

Will the grasp loosen?

Let me go.


---- March 9, 1992


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Lover, Let me touch your face.

Unclothe your body & turn on the lights.

I want to see you untamed & free.

I've never made love to a man.

Touch me.

Show me how it feels to be a woman.

Open up & let me inside.

Kiss my shoulders, kiss me anywhere.

Can I stare into your eyes,

Making you unable to see when the sun comes up?

Turn off the stereo

I only want to hear our breathing.

Twist my tongue around

So only you could solve my problem.

Confuse me when I'm lost in your arms.


---- July 6, 1992 (12:02 am)

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